feathersnlace replied to your post: I’m so beyond hurting right now. The best thing you can do is block his account and hers, that way you wont be tempted to constantly look at them, the more you look the more it hurts, I know i’ve been there! You need to do it, protect yourself, protect your heart! 

whitefluffycloud replied to your post: I’m so beyond hurting right now. If you ever want to talk, I have a worst story. Just stay away from him. It’s for the best, trust me.

Thank you two so much, I know I need to cut off contact with him, but I’m so weak. I E-Mailed him today and sent him a message via Facebook. I can’t bring myself to block him, but I deleted him as a friend. I blocked her though, because she was sending me messages and I’m above that immature bullshit that comes along with immature high school girls. If he wants to be with a 16 year old immature girl that’s his choice. I don’t see how you throw away someone who helped you through the worst times of your life, who gave you a place to live and loved you with all they knew how for a girl from Facebook you added 10 days ago. I’m weak, and upset, I can’t eat, I can’t sleep hardly, not for more than a couple hours at a time. I saw a therapist early today (or yesterday) talking to her helped a lot, and I’m going to a psychiatrist on Monday to bump my meds up (if you’ve been following me for a while you’d know I’m bipolar and very depressed, if not, you know now) temporarily to deal with this. I just have to stay strong and remember that I’m moving to Gainesville in a month, honestly, talking to my therapist, we both agreed that maybe his doing this is a way with coping with the fact that I’m leaving, he was almost happy when I told him I wasn’t probably going to, but now that I am for sure as soon as I told him he started to push me away and start talking to this girl more and more. He was abandoned throughout his entire life, and this might be him dealing with being in a sense, abandoned again.